Me Myself and I
I've H A T E D myself so long..
Actually, I've not liked myself most of my life.
I've fed myself lies and told myself I wasn't good enough and have allowed others to tell me I am not good enough.
I've allowed myself to be broken. I've allowed others to treat me disrespectfully. I've allowed myself to run through brick walls and battle for others who won't even stand by me.
I couldn't stop others from abandoning me, but I've stood up and will be a light for the world and love others despite all that.
I have stood paralyzed by fear while fighting battles in my mind, heart and soul.
I have screwed up many times as a mother, as a partner, as a daughter and as a friend because I didn't think I was worthy of self love or the love of others.
I have a stubborn streak, and have secrets. I have scars because I have an history. I have so, so many scars...
Some people love me, some like me, and some don't care about me at all... But I am trying to like myself.
I have done good in my life, I have done not so good in my life.
Every mistake, failure, trial, disappointment, success, joy and achievement has made me into who I am today.
I am dramatic and sometimes a scatter-brained. I will not pretend to be someone im not. I will make apologies for who I am.
I am a WARRIOR.
I’m not perfect, but am finding my self WORTH.
I am UNSTOPPABLE.
Gracefully broken, but beautifully sstanding.
I LOVE.
I LIVE.
I TRANSFORM.
I CARRY GRACE.
I AM BRAVE.
... and I will never stop learning or moving forward...
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